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Denial
It'd be so much easier just to ignore it all. Just to ignore the yells of my parents in the next room, the silent sobbing of my younger sister in her bed, the whining of the dog as he cowers in the corner after another belting from mum. I'd rather not be here at all. I'd rather ignore my own existence at the same time. To ignore that would mean I wasn't here; it would mean that this reality is just some horrible nightmare that I've conjured up for myself - which would mean that I could collapse it all as soon as I wanted to.
Unfortunately, this reality is true. Those are my parents arguing for the fifth time this week, that's my little sister wondering if it's her fault, that's my dog bleeding from his broken leg. And,  unfortunately, I have to do something about it. I take a deep breath, ask the gods (if they do exist) for strength, and march over to my sister. She looks shocked as I wipe her tears and pack some of her things in her backpack. I do the same for myself - wipe
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Literature
The Alchemy of Faeries
The Alchemy of Faeries
He frightened them, and yet they still respected him and his profession. Whenever he had errands to run in town, people would ask after his work – continually receiving grunts in reply accompanied by a lopsided smile. It was as if he was simultaneously agreeing and apologizing for his line of work. After all, his was sometimes a gruesome profession. Being an alchemist was not all about the study of drawing chalk circles and foreign symbols, nor was it completely reliant on the memorization of certain plant types and the idea of equal exchange. No, he was also required to study the human body. Alchemy required him to find corpses, study decomposition of flesh, measure bones. In fact, at that very moment several bones (including a skull) were resting on his already messy desk. It gave his study an air of the macabre – along with the various animals and organs floating in solutions he had to create himself.
However, underneath the lopsided smile he
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Literature
Red
Red. The colour of passion. Of sensuality. Of sexuality. Of beauty. Of blood.
It rips. It tears. It energises. It loves. It rapes.
The eye has no way of not noticing it. There is no defence mechanism against it.  It mesmerises.
And it is all that I remember. Red. Red everywhere. It does not worry me, vex me, nor depress me. It only exists in my mind. Somewhere I exist often.  The red is my friend, my ally, my weakness.
My roommate thinks I’m quirky. She says that I read too much, that I should get out more. If I’d ever had a mother I could remember, I’m sure that that’s exactly what she would sound like. My roommate’s name is Ruby. Another reference to red. And another thing that I cannot ignore.
Being unable to remember anything beyond about six months ago, I was given the choice to name myself when I awoke. (Awoke? I hear you mutter to yourself as you read this, questioning what I mean. The truth is, I don’t know what I mean. I was no
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Literature
The Wings of Change - Stage 1
Rin paused to look at a flower. Its purple petals fanning out in a beautiful array, she looked in wonder as an insect made its way around inside the flower itself. She sniffed happily. Anyone could be calm here, even with the most horrible thoughts on their minds. Even when they were lonely. She looked at the flower again, to find the bug gone. Disappointed, she turned and began to stroll down the path again. Acting on beast-like impulse, she ran, as fast as she could, for a few moments. The cool air running through her raven-black hair left a tingling feeling down her spine. The scent of the flowers mingled in her mind. The world was perfect, except for the loneliness eating away at her insides, like some lion, eating its prey. This thought made her stop. It wasn't like she didnt have anyone to be with, it was just that....oh, she didnt really know at all. All she knew was that she was so lonely it hurt. It hurt her alot. Then emptiness of it all overwhelmed her. She hit the ground -
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Mole-Patrol Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2010
aaahhh. I should have guessed :XD:

Thankyou!


Poignant journal entry by the way. I can relate =P
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vasodelirium Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2010
hello!thanks a lot for adding my work to your favs,i really appreciate it even i came so late to thank you personally.
hope you have a great day!:wave:
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hoshi91 Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2010
Thanks, have a nice day and happy new year :)
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Dauriess Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2009
Hey Beth, Sorry I haven't been in contact for a while. I've been doin' some serious (and expensive) research into my drawings. How's your side of things?
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Dauriess Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2009
Bleargh...... SPAMING you. XS
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vasodelirium Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2009
hi!thanks a lot for faving my work!have a great day!:wave:
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nitanita Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2009
:meow: thanks a lot for the fav!
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Dauriess Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2009
Thanks for the fave again. :D
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Neldorwen Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2009  Professional General Artist
thanks for the :+fav: :)
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Dauriess Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2009
I see you too... o_O Lol Thanks Beth.
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